You see me standing in your doorway
wanting you to take me away
you call me to come closer
as you slowly  undress
then you whisper in my ear
and we slowly caress
I am scared and nervous because it's my very first time
you said that you'll  always love me,
and you'll always be mine
you ask me to prove my love to you
but I don't know what to do
my body wants you and I'm feigning for you
but my head is saying no and my body is saying yes
and I still don't know what to do when I feel the temptation rise in my chest,
I'm staring to give in and my body is letting all guards down
you are ready, willing, and waiting to enter in,
as you enter into my mind, body, and soul
I can feel the desire rage even more
you ask me whose is it and I say it's all yours, but I feel that it isn't right
so I tell you to get up
he ends up being mad and he kicked me out
I couldn't get mad because I just realized the words that came out of my mouth
I stood outside and said I was sorry
and I tried to work it out
he told me that it wasn't a big deal because someone else was in the house. So as the person walked into the room
to floor my mouth dropped, as he told me that he was bi-sexual
and that he wanted to try something new I was so hurt, and so ashamed, and didn't know what to do
So I gave it all up and weighed my options and thought  that nothing else could go wrong
but SURPRISE!!!! SURPRISE!!!!
5 years later I found out that my life was almost gone
I was exposed to HIV and soon to come AIDS. Although this poem is not a true story, it is a lesson learned and a lesson taught...it truly comes from the heart.....
Just be aware of what's out there, and don't think that life will treat you fair
Just because he's cute, and just because she's fine,
Just be sure that she's not carrying something deadly inside